Profile pictures.

I mean...

he did always want a brunette, 

and not just that,

but so many other things that weren't me.

I had never been with someone,

whose shame was so visible

Not a guilt ridden shame,

but an actual embarrassment of me.

Now so quickly he's doing it all,
all the things I wished he'd do with me,
We were both so scared,

Him to commit

Me... that he'd walk away.

I wonder if she knows everything,
I wonder why I did.