Saturday morning,
before breakfast I ate a chocolate chip cookie.
It was there and I was hungry and not sure if I was going to even GET breakfast.
I was later told that was a strange thing to do.
4 hours later I ate another chocolate chip cookie.
That cookie was before lunch...
While I was deciding what to eat.
I was laughed at.
As soon as I finished eating lunch I was sarcastically offered another cookie.
So I ate it.
This time with a 1/2 glass of 2% milk.
I was made fun of for eating 3 cookies in 5 hours
and this perplexed me.
Sunday I watched my 15 year old cousin down:
4 cookies, 2 pieces of chocolate, and 2 FULL glasses of milk
in the time it took me to eat a light dinner.
Watching him eat like that didn't phase me at all.
I come to work @ 7 in the morning and I see people
with their hair done, dressed in actual clothes, and quite often... even make up(!)
Few people even look HAPPY...
ugh.
This has confused me for a while...
so I started asking people
how much sleep they got last night.
Shocking discovery
MOST PEOPLE GET A GOOD AMOUNT OF SLEEP ON A REGULAR BASIS
WHAT???
I've never in my life had good sleeping patterns.
I can't ever sleep when I should, but then waking up is HELL.
My sleeping habits have NEVER been even kind of good.
I'm just now realizing how strange that is.
How not ok, and out of order all this is.
A guy at work asked me why I looked so awful this morning.
(an attempt to be sweet and caring I'm sure)
I shrugged my shoulders and said:
"Idonknow... No Make up? Genetics? Bad Child Rearing?"
Some of my behavior is off...
... It's an uncomfortable thing to realize at 22...
